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i hate days like these. sitting on the computer all day doing notthing, no body being on, ect. yeah lame. i get my liscens at the end of the month. thank youuuuuuu. my fingers are going into the rutine of being a cammilion again. gross. every other summer that crap happens. ek. whateve.
i post stuff in my buzznet but no one read that, but it doesnt matter because no one reads this either. idc. im glad. so then i can say stuff and only like one of my reallllly good friend would read. i hve a problem with venting outloud. i vent good on blogs and journal things. but i cant say it out loud. man everytime im on lj im so depressed hah. im going crazy. lets talk about the good stuff tht happend.
i dont know when was the alst time i wrote in here but ive been with my older sistr the last week or so because moms out of town. ect ect. afro bash was fun. hung with shayla a lot. learned a lot of stuff about other friends. . haha shayla you know what im talking about. yeah thats about it. haha.
my hair smells good. man warped is comming up sooo fast. i cannot wait. i need to get back to a reg bed. bleh. life.
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[01 Jun 2007|05:12pm] |
gah so tired. i dont know why i am here when i could and should be sleeping. not smart.
hgb show was fun. fun dancing around. i havnt sang that much or that loud in forever i think i needed it badly. saw pirates 3 @ midnight with shay. that was really fun. my birthday was alright. didnt meet up with tampa friends. but ate at planet hollywood with my mom and little sis. then afterwards i saw pirates 3 again with ben. madina lake show was the bestest. those boys are so nice its unbelieveable. got to chat with them after the show for a while which healed me some. i like to know that there are some people who are accually appriciating everything thier getting. they make you wanna do some good on the world too.
now i am here. i have to babysit all day for the next four days. so this means being stuck in my house. and its either about to rain or burning hot outside to bring little miss izzy to the park. lame.
act-june9
theaudition(maybe)-june9
senior pics-june15
honda civic-june15
isnt it funney how all those things are only on two days.
i hope i go out of town.
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[12 May 2007|10:12pm] |
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ha thats what stephan and i are masters at
so im tired. but i was looking around at this here lj and i knowticed its been forever and a day since i wrote somthing. ive been writing blogs more on my buzznet. its funney how i had a buzz net forever ago . like before buzznet was wil friends or enemies. lol
a lot has happend since that last blog. like the biiiiig things that happend were the Disney DC games , with cristy and lauren :D so much fun. i saw Jonas kids of course, didnt have to much time to chat with them due to how many fans they havenow. nick just about inked my hand lol that was pretty funny. then security pulled them all away. im so proud of them, i swear half of the kids there were for them. then there was corbin bleu, ashley tisdale, hannah monatana , and a whollle bunch more of those kids. and guess what. they are all pretty and beautiful like they are in tv. i loved it. haha. the love arcade show was fun. went t that with jessica. we had chats with nate and christain. silly boys. nate was showing us his dogs lol awsome people all of them.
im back to my fav color being orange. my nails are long. tanya called me a wannabe spanish person becuase i got my nials done lol. every one does that fool ;]. my hair is gross. i was watching these 3 kids so i drove them over to the park and then cristy came by to help me because she also needed community service hours. we had fun. even though it was burning up like a freaking forrest fire. we went to target with my mom and izzy. we were there foreverr. my mom couldnt find a orange shirt lol. we did random things and saw a lot of people. let me give this time to say hey to bethany becuase i just added her and theres a good chance shes reading this. lol . fun.
schools almost over and summre is almost here. 7 days . but barely. my birthday is in exactly 2 weeks :]. i was hoping to get my camera but recent news just strucked me that dumb million aeirs like to take are money secretly. boo. so now im going poor. soon ill be living downtown with the hobos. ha no ill live in the social or somthing. pita pit sounds good lol. ok
my sister cut my bangs. lol it was a 2 second thing. it was fun. i like them
LiLy allEN! <3 i love her. shes my hero.
spider man 3 wasnt the best . i was very dissappointed. pirates 3 is commmming in two weeks minus one day :D whos pumped? mee. lol
comming up:
last day of school = may22
hellogoodbye,boyslike girls, secret handshake, rocketsummer= may 24
pirates3=may25
turning 17=may26
madina lake, Army Of Me, Emanuel, Firescape=may28
ACT=june9
fall out boy, the academy is...,cobrastarship,+44, paulwall=june17
warped=july22
thats all for summer so far ha. then after all this im probably going to seattle :]
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tommorw im doing mothers day at disney. lol i do disney everyweek waht am i talking about.
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[03 Mar 2007|11:27pm] |
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i sit here bored out of my mind with hair dye in on my head. i know it isnt going to stay long so i probably will be doing this again. hopefully with real hair dye. work sucks. money is lacking. everything is breaking. my head hurts so much due to not relaxing for one second these last two days. this week has been crazy. it never ends. test all week due to me not being smart or even clever enough. college and LA makes me work my butt off. im so excited. went to the theme park today. cheerleaders everywhere. i guess it was a comp. while walking by the hard rock, i saw some guys with super sweet hair. they were video taping some cheerleaders doing somthing dumb. when i get up closer i thought of who was in town tonight. then when it came to me i was like "SNAP, thats family force 5!" haha thought it was funney . i dont think anyone there knew who they were or what they were doing lol. that was the end of that. it needs to be tuesday so i can feel what ive been working for.
next friday is start of spring break. not too much planned. just on saturday is TOC with jessica. should be scandalous. then sleep over. dont ask what is going to happen because i dont even know. im so over highschool crap. im never in drama and glad about that. i just want it to at least be summer or somthing. 
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[22 Feb 2007|07:53pm] |
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I rush life way to much.
I can feel myself not being able to breath. I need to breath. I'm exploding like a bomb, but i'm going to prove that I can shut it down . change everything I do not like. why complain all the time when you can change it. ill tell you when I did it.
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[31 Jan 2007|09:14pm] |
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If procrasination had a name, i would have D.E.Z all over it. this needs to change.lets just keep up on the fun stuff happening. i got my braces off. HOLLER. went to J4YZ party. fun night. talked to everyone i usually dont see. and hung out with some of my fav. kids. Im finally getting back on track with my school. I dont know why but if I miss one single day i blow up. Now im kind of scared again due to not going to school today, because i had another dentist appt. Man them denstist sure do love my teeth. This Friday should be hang with Tampa/Woodwork friends at IOA. yet im still not to sure if im going to make it. Let us pray for hope and success.
Lately ive been thinking about moving. I dont know why i cant ever stay in the same place. I mean I like it a lot in Orlando, but i want to move to a different section on the compace. Ive been in Florida my whole life basiclly. Im probably going to be stuck here for a few more years. There the rest of this year, then senior year, then college possible here. College will not be in orlando if im lucky. I at least want to go to JU. or somthing. I must leave and grow up . or so my sister says. My sister should be moving to LA at
the end of this year. im so excited forher. Thats where i want to be. The only reason i would stay is if Paige seriously cannot move outof state. She said at least 2 years after high school then weez out. but idk. i would rather move now.
Any ways. Im going to be saving up $300 so by the time its my birthday (if not earlyer) i can be able to pay for half of my camera. Canon XTI what. haha lame digitals are lame. ah woah. well that is all i need to finish a presentation about how my school sucks so i can read it on friday to my history class. bye.
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[23 Jan 2007|08:15pm] |
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the partys hardly started and youre on your way departed
got your drink on get retarded and just try not to get carded
so there was a last minute change of plans, so i did end up going to the pink spiders :D
this adventure is full of hobos, hotties, drunkies, more hotties, photobooth, music love, toungingxtin, so much more.
love arcade is amazing. i love love love their music. christain is silly boy. thought he was the merch boy. made myself
sound really stupid but then ended up being funney. it all lead to him being the singer haha. but yeah they came on
and i did not expect how amazing it would be. i was like Deeeeennnnnggggg. :]
action reaction was chill. i enjoyed it a bunch too. drummer boy shawn i think it was is a cool kid. photobooth was fun too.
dont know what happend with christian hekind of dissappeared... ugh haha. but shawn was fun. sharing drinks.
free red bulll. thanks nate. pink spiders. i think its quiet funney that i went for them and i didnt watch haha. i saw a bit. when we first got there
the line was long so we tried to follow jon to try to get it. but then we just waited. good thing because the line never ended.
we left in the middle of the pink spiders. due to curfew. CURSE being young. but yeah we didnt see kill hannah. didnt plan to.
im not going to be mean in this entry so yeah that is that .homless people of downtown are scary. so beofre we got there
we made plans on what we were going to do if something happend. we would pretend we dont speak
english and be like "NO RAPO NO RAPO"! "me gusta reggggeton! ROMPE RUMPE @" lol that is all. .. fun night. ilovejessica.
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[21 Jan 2007|09:08pm] |
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they say quiters never win, we walked a plank on a sinking ship
mm fall out boy last night was amazing. it simply made me look at things brighter :]
im not sure what it is but latley ive been content. the sky is bluer the wind is fresh.
i dont mean to sound weird but seriously. its good. im seriously about to drop those
friends to alllways tend to put im in a horrible mood. i dont need none of that right now.
i want to be surrounded by the friends who are always smiling and know that one day
down the road were going to talk about that moment. i miss hangin with my friends who
always see me in a good mood. and always watch after me because they know ill watch over them.
i need some of that.
in other news: the new cd from fall out boy called "infinity on high" was leaked onto the internet.
even though i felt terrible for what happend, i am so glad it was leaked on the day of the show
it made that day get better and better. its love im telling you.
that cd is amazing. i cannot wait to buy it.
comming up:
pink spiders. cancelled.
braces removed
jays party
tampa/orlando hang.
INFINITY ON HIGH.
mommys bday
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[15 Jan 2007|08:40pm] |
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blah no time for updating. notthing really happening. which is a bad thing. but its okay good things are comming my way.
a couple of shows comming up. that includes falloutboy and pinkspiders. ha isnt that funney two of my favorate bands all in one weekedn :)
im excited. then my braces removal. thank goodness. then in the begining of feb tampa friends are comming and i finally get to meet
some of them in person.
so expect updates from all those fun time. hope your life is going good.
i dream of california way to much. i dont mean to it. haha but it happens. my brain isthinking about college nonstop.im just mega conserend about whats going to happen after highschool. ew.
i wish more people looked at this.
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[01 Jan 2007|03:10am] |
happy new years.
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[25 Dec 2006|10:54pm] |
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so lets talk christmas .
christmas eve: went shopping with marielou basiclly the whole day . it was mega fun. i got some hot boots:),and we baught stuff for family. when we got home we just chilled and stuff. then my aunt, aunts boyfriend, and cousin came we just played games. we started playing charades. haha it was soooo funney. we wrote a lot of random things like, "grill", "snakes on a plane", and a whole bunch of random things. ha. my fav. was the jerry springer one. my partner was mike (aunts boyfriend) and lou and robbie were together. haha but yeah i was trying to act out jerry springer. and i couldnt do it alone so marielou helped me and she was acting like a black girl. then mikes like " ok so shes acting black so it must be....TYRA BANKS!" lmao. haha fun. then at 12 ish we ate. food. oh snap i forgot izzys dad showed up randomly . so now hes staying. good stuff. izzy bothers him now bwahhahahahhahhah.
christmas: ate loads. then did presents. i got my boots . and marco gotme a laptop?random. haha it kills me how much it cost due to i couldve gotten my CAm3era butt whateve. ill live. ;/ i like how im in bed right now typing this though haha. anyways. then we went to bed. during the day lou and i watched xmas movies. and the lake house. then we went to see night at the museum. haha i saw that twice already :D im such a history freek. even though theres not that much history in it oh well i love it. then we played tombraider. haha :D .....dude i feel so fat haha. it sucks . tommorw = attack of dieting again:((. i hate it but whateve i do it. and i am am am am going to bust my butt this time. its on.
tommorw: SALES SALES SALES that means butt loads of shooopppinnng: ) im pumped.
i hate how i always write a freekn story hahah. last one.
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im shaking for change, more like trembleing.
a lot of things suck right now:
money problems,family problems,friend problems,body problems,problems problems problems.
so much more. im not going to lie. i do not have a life right now.
i need things to start working out for me the way i plan.
i was hoping for change over this break.
not happening apperently.
i cant have 2 minutes bymyself at home. or anywhere.
your kid. you take care of her.
i think my mom is going through her midlife crisist. ha.
she was telling me how shes looking for a date, bla bla, she was telling me how
her time is running out. and i told her that i have no life at all at this moment.
its break i havnt been on break really. i havnt seen ANY of my friends. or any social life really.
she told me i have my whoollle life. and her time is still running out. haha right.
i was thinking in my head.. WAIT dont you have another baby waiting for you in the back seat.
dude. LOOK around.
i need a hobby. or a job.
HOLLA OBT!. negative.
ps. check out new fall out boy vid. its hott
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a lot but notthing has been happening.
i went to the braces place the other day? haha
i get my braces off january 25th, five days after the fall out boy show:)
since we got on the subject of FOB. i got my ticket today . that is all im getting
for xmas. and i baught my sister the ticket for her xmas present from me :).
were going to her job that day since its behind HRL. and im going to seriously
randomly get lost. :D mwahaha. i think im going to skip the crowd on this show.
for some reason i just dont feel crowdey anymore. im tired of the people in it
so yeah i have retired for now.
the other night my family and i went to the mickeys christmas party at disney.
it was soooo funn. even though it was sprinkeling it still looked like snow haha
its "florida snow" duh. but that was my older sisters christmas present to the fam:)
i drank like 4 free hot cocoas, they were soooo good :) and there was a dance party
with all the characters. and they played the high school musical song the one at the end
in the gym . and i all knew the dance haha. so i was showing my sister it haha. it was fun.
the parade was soo good. one of my fav. they had a toystory float. it was amazing. i love toy
story. and like the green toy soldiers in that movie were reall people in a band it was awsome
i didnt take a photo of that i shouldve though. oh well.
i hope this break is fun. i basicly failed my alg 2 exam yesturday. i think everyone did though
it sucked biiigggg time :( . i passed my history one. duh. and my esol one [shut up] of coarse i
passed that. the exam was to watch ice age 2 and we did worksheets on them ha . yeah
i slept through ice age 2 due to the fact i saw it in the theathers and that weekend before ha.
i hope i did good on spanish. for business i got a F , not my fault. and for science im pretty sure
i did ok. so yeah thats all.
OH SNAP! i almost for got about the jonas brothers hahahhaha . cristy lauren and i went to see
them on monday at AKA. it was fun seeing them again. there music is so fun to dance too haha.
took a lot of funney phtoos. but yeah theres not that much i can say. it was just really fun ahhaa <3
photo time.
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[19 Nov 2006|10:55pm] |
madina lake show with ralfffff , josh, aaron.
gangsters@burgerkind.
photoboothness
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[03 Nov 2006|03:21pm] |
im trying to stay positive all the way sucker. :)
i dont care who gets in my way anymore.
ill just move you to the side.
so dont waste your time.
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[17 Oct 2006|04:10pm] |
soo this past week has been soo fun.
you have no idea. so lets begin.
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[06 Oct 2006|07:27pm] |
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if you be my star, ill be your sky
so big updates comming soon!.
izzys bday. paige is commming! and i guess the rest of the update will be what paige and i will be up to! :]
holloween horror nights, DEW ACTION SPORTS TOUR,shoppping, plain white ts, chiodos.
<3 oh my goodness i miss that girll!
eeh im out for now. illprob update later tonight on some random things if i get to that amount of borness ;] peace
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[25 Sep 2006|08:40pm] |
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were in the clear. searching for a way out. yet were stuck in the dungons of our anciestors.
i cant spell for my life.
thats not a good thing people.
this weeked was pretty exciting. on saturday we didnt do much. i ate at redlobster with my mum and bbsister. it was yummy. then at midnight i went with my sister to the rocky horror show. it was fun as always. it was amys last night doing it . shes moving to england to get married to her bristish man. .... .lucky. i want a british man :] anyyyways. the kid who played frankk.. was so good. he wins the best. haha you you wouldnt ever imagen what he looks like with out all tha tmakeup hah. hes a cutie though. after the show me my sister and joe [amys bro] went to dennys with the cast at 3 am. haha so good. hash browns and pancakes is just what i needed :D. i apperently was acting like i was wasted. haha i was soo tired. i havnt stayed up that late in forever. im not sure how i was talking but i remmeber peoples awkward faces. everyone was fun. there was a hecka lota people in that part of dennies. i bet they have good buisness. hahahhaha. it was soooo much fun :DD bleh we got home at like 5. then i passed out. haha good times good times.
sundayyyyyyy i went to sea world with my sisters and mmom. it was okay. fish. PENGUINS. sting rays. dogs <3
after that we went to eat at planet holllywood <3333333 my fav. i love it there. so that was good. then we came home and went back to bed
woke up watched 13 going on 30 . :] funnn
schools lame i dont need it. my teacher approved me of that.
he was asking people what they wrote on there papers about what they see themselfes going in 5-10yrs. and he was going to say what they needed in high school.then he came to me [he called me dez. it was weird] and i said i wanted to do school. be an actress,model,entertainment stuff. and then hes like ughhhh okay nevermind hahaha. pwned.
blah
ill be back sunay for the fun stuffff happening this weekend !
little in the middle but she got much back
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[21 Sep 2006|10:30pm] |
holloween=
who wants to be jamessssss
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